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When I Meet the Moon

The moon has never been missing a piece.
What’s missing is the light that reaches it.

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00  BEFORE

Before it begins

On the day the story began, she did one thing.

F
Fu Shize

01  NEW MOON

Sixteen, watching someone shine from the audience

A new moon isn’t a missing moon. Its lit face is simply turned away from us — full, present, and none of it reaching us.

She doesn’t know yet that one day she’ll reach out.

02  WAXING CRESCENT

The day it rained in Nanwu

The day she met the moon, it was raining in Nanwu. Its light looked dusted with ash, dissolved into the night — silent, and wasting away.

A rainy night is the worst weather for seeing the moon. She met it that night anyway.

03  FIRST QUARTER

He always stands on her right

Before anyone else noticed, he knew she couldn’t hear in her left ear. He never asked, never said it out loud, never made a show of being considerate.

Move around

He simply changed where he stood — and kept standing there.

04  WAXING GIBBOUS

Left ear, right ear

If there’s something you want someone to hear but don’t want anyone to know, you can say it into my left ear.

All her life she’d thought of that ear as her flaw. In this moment it became the one thing she had to give.

Novel · Yun Li

You can say it into my left ear

Said, but never heard.
She offers him a safe way out.

Drama · Fu Shize

Whatever I want to tell you, I’ll say into your right ear

Said — and meant to be heard.
He turns the way out down.

She gave him a place where he’d never be heard.
He chose the side that hears.

05  FULL MOON

A love that had nothing to do with the real world

In the grown-up world, he gave her a love that had nothing to do with reality. His devotion belonged to her alone.

The full moon is the brightest moment — and the moment it begins to wane.

*  INTERLUDE

She pressed something by accident

what are you doing

A shy person’s worst fear is being exposed without meaning to. The book makes it happen in front of the one person she most wanted to hide from.

06  WANING GIBBOUS

Stop forcing yourself to be so bright

Stop forcing yourself to do all this. Stop forcing yourself to be so sunny and driven.

She isn’t blaming him. She has realized his “getting better” is a performance for her.

You don’t have to pretend to be well to keep me.

07  LAST QUARTER

Two people, both holding something back

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He convinced himself she loved the version of him that used to shine — so he stepped back first, and made the choice for her.

It isn’t that one of them stayed quiet. Neither of them could say it.

08  WANING CRESCENT

The time he stood still

The waning sliver is the thinnest part of the cycle — so thin you can barely see it.

But it’s still there. And from here, every day gets a little brighter.

09  WAXING AGAIN

This time, it isn’t an act

Since we got back together, it isn’t an act anymore.

What lies between isn’t time. It’s a road he had to walk himself. She couldn’t walk it for him — no one could.

Light can reach him. But the one who walks out is still him.

10  FULL MOON

You deleted me without a second thought

At the start of the book, red-eyed, she deleted every way to reach him.

At the end, he lazily brings up that old score.

F
Fu Shize

You deleted me without a second thought.

He remembered that one deletion for an entire book.

I’m glad I was brave enough —
to meet the moon, and to meet you.

The moon is full again. Scroll up to walk through it once more.

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